friendship means a lot.

HOW STUPID. I JUST WROTE THE NEW ENTRY AT LEAST 5 MINUTES AGO
and now I'm writing the other one. hehehehowstupid...

i remember something,about some mystery that ruins my friendship
i just don't get it,why is this happen to us? and how come?

i heard that true love doesn't come by finding the perfect person,but see an imperfect person perfectly. i think that is just the same for friendship.

here,if you got friends that loves you whoever you are, would you be happy?
honestly, hard to find some friends that does, you know.

okay,maybe I'm being self-righteous this time. but i realized it by myself
how about you guys out there? do you trying to learn to understand yourselves?

I AM ASKING TO MUCH
I'm pretty sure


that's why i always wanted to find something,some reason,causes all by myself.
because i think,if you're in someplace that no one around you, or nobody that u can ask, will you be dead because of you can't or you don't understand? I don't want to be one of those kinda peeps. because it is killing, so much.

back to the friendship,
if you're having a trouble with some of you friends, just see what makes you hate her/him. and think, if you can be friends with him/her whoever he is or whatever he is, just go with it. try to understand each other and people will understand you. trust me
it is different with someone that always want to be the leader. read that? ALWAYS WANT to be the leader. that means it's just a hope,and nobody always be on top. let me tell you something about the Leader.

once i met my friend,everyone says that this lady is the leader in their friendship. not saying,but they act like this lady is our leader. I'm thinking about this word hardly. Leader. leader must have to make a great leadership. that means, this girl must smart,friendly,not picky(like only choosing the one that she likes or she prefer) and many of good things that a leader should have.
Once i see this lady, and...i think she have nothing about those good things that leader should have. how come that she was their leader? why i said WAS. it's because everything changes. these lovely girl finally knows that they need to be in a good friendship without a leader. which is mean that everyone deserves to be in their own life. not following the rules that is sometimes wrong. and for this lady leader,all of her rules are fake and seriously,nonsense. she ends every problems with making another enemy,and forgives someone in order to get something afterward. this is quite bad.


that's all about leaderlady i told you. hehe hope you guys could understand what i mean and hope you guys enjoy :)

lottalove

HEY ! HELLO !

hey ! hello !
i just found this blog. Once i tried to match my email and my pass,and here it is.
the old blog
lovely old blog.

i cant remember when did i made this blog. i mean,why is the URL name BIGSHINNYROBOT?
i forget why i wrote it that way ..hehe

and,yes sure ! I'm going to use this old blog. because..i lost my pass on my new one hehehehe
how stupid

and,maybe today i can just write down my activity through this year.
lets read !


Sunday, i was graduated. with the total score 31. that's fine..even actually it's still far away from the great score. well, that's just okay.

and..I've spend a half holiday with my family. that's fine because i often hang out with them. what a lovely family :)

and now, I'm trying to make my life better. like forgetting something that is not worth to get some space in my brainy brain, and live there. so complicated. i know, time will tell

when does the time show us about what we've been waiting for?
it's quite weird. I'm an impatient person and i hate it,sometimes.

and.. I'm going to continue my lesson to binus serpong senior high school. well i choose that school because it's not far from my house,and i like that school. it got more great things than my jhs..actually. so i want to make my English better and also learn about so much things in English. very different from my jhs.

and the great thing is, I GOT MY HOLGA BACK. SO FUCKIN HAPPY
that means i could make some new experiment from this toycam. what a great holiday..

and..you guys, are you guys having a great holiday? i hope you're going to have it that way ;D
i havent find some great things to be written. so see you 'till I'm thinking to write AGAIN !

lottalove